I’ve felt more energetic since the 30 days of taking Bicalutamide Bluefish 50mg pills ended, but I still get waves of fatigue and got flashes now and then. Hot flashes tend to arrive in the middle of the night like a Collins’ family vampire – yes, I saw the trailer for Johnny Depp’s new ‘Dark Shadows’ movie and used to watch the TV soap opera on occasion way back when.
Getting back to the topic; those mood swings (i.e. emotion/energy-levels) that are mentioned on the list of possible side effects can be better explained this way:
One spends so much time in the lower levels that ‘normal’ becomes the high. No elation days like back in the 60’s, no … normal is now the feeling that glides over the high hump of this roller coaster ride.
And the shrivel part … read your side effects list for details, but that is more like a turtle hiding in its shell.
Thursday 10:40 AM I will be transformed into the golden boy once the gold implant marker pieces are surgically placed into my prostate in preparation for the future radiation beam therapy.
I still have strange dreams, but most involve me arriving/wandering-around large commercial construction sites with similar inner feelings I had when I actually did this way back when.
Got to run … back to bed, that is.
