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Friday, July 13, 2012

Counting Sheep





Counting Sheep
or
Counting on Sheep?






It gets wearisome after 6+ months of light and short sleep intervals. Counting on the practice of counting sheep is only relaxing at best.


The good news is... two more of those shots and the reasons for sleeping short 20 minute to 1 hour 'naps' should start to wind away 3-4 months after the last injection during week 42.


Onward I go... into the blue!

Monday, May 28, 2012

California Summer!






Actually …


… I am a long way from my home state of California. After my second 12-week interval shot, the hot-flashes seem to have shifted to more of having flashes of feeling normal. I am warm-hot most of the time. The benefit is experiencing a California feeling summer in Norway!

Working outside is an added benefit to my current state of warmness. I sweat just like those 40c/104°F California days working in arid areas on construction projects running as fast as possible. I actually feel better than I have in years, which I am sure is due to the sweating cycle of my body finally being able to function normally at my California life-long levels again.
Plus, I saved the price of a trip back home – too bad    L

Until next time …

Thursday, April 26, 2012

One More Shot for the Road




Getting ready for next week's second injection of hormone blocking remedy into my stomach lining.

I was able to sleep 4 whole unbroken hours last night for the first time in weeks, followed by the normal 1 hour wakeups until dawn. My previous record was 2 hours 2 times. Not quite sure if this was because I am so exhausted, or that it's time for the next shot and the last 12-week's medicine dose is dwindling away.

I'm ready for that big needle! C'mon, nurse ...

Saturday, April 14, 2012

Drain the Lizard




I believe that the full effect of my first Zoladex injection back in February is taking its hold. I have read that it is generally 6-8 weeks after the first stomach-plunging needle experience that this is the case.

I experience nights of restless, bathroom-visiting, interrupted sleep quite frequently; and we all know the long term effects lack of sleep may cause. Time will tell.

One night I was up every 10-35 minutes and then went to work the next day. Needless to say I got sick and now have a cold and probably an accompanying nasal infection. This may be due to lack of sleep and 3 days of freezing temperatures. I work outside, but when a hot flash came on, I found myself taking off my coat and stocking hat to stop sweating.

On the bright side – working outside with the Sunshine on my Shoulders in beautiful surroundings is more than most folks could ever ask.

Take care & God bless!

Thursday, April 5, 2012

Happy Easter - God Påske




Happy Easter - God Påske




Working outside every day helps with the fatigue related side-effects associated with treatment, not bad at all. Now it is a 5-day holiday (paid for 3) to ready myself for next week's 4-day work-week.


It's been cold with frost again, but that's normal for this time of year here.

Have a wonderful holiday time, everyone!

Saturday, March 24, 2012

Buried Treasure!



Yes, the golden slivers were buried (implanted) into my prostate on the 20th of March.


The next step is 37 radiation beam treatments commencing at August's end or in the beginning of September.


And who said 2012 would be an uneventful year?



The photo I took with my phone while waiting outside the urology surgical area at the Kristiansand hospital on 'Implantation' Thursday.

Friday, March 16, 2012

Shrivel Me Timbers!



     I’ve felt more energetic since the 30 days of taking Bicalutamide Bluefish 50mg pills ended, but I still get waves of fatigue and got flashes now and then. Hot flashes tend to arrive in the middle of the night like a Collins’ family vampire – yes, I saw the trailer for Johnny Depp’s new ‘Dark Shadows’ movie and used to watch the TV soap opera on occasion way back when.


Getting back to the topic; those mood swings (i.e. emotion/energy-levels) that are mentioned on the list of possible side effects can be better explained this way:
          One spends so much time in the lower levels that ‘normal’ becomes the high. No elation days like back in the 60’s, no … normal is now the feeling that glides over the high hump of this roller coaster ride.

And the shrivel part … read your side effects list for details, but that is more like a turtle hiding in its shell.

Thursday 10:40 AM I will be transformed into the golden boy once the gold implant marker pieces are surgically placed into my prostate in preparation for the future radiation beam therapy.

I still have strange dreams, but most involve me arriving/wandering-around large commercial construction sites with similar inner feelings I had when I actually did this way back when.

Got to run … back to bed, that is.